mind scabs

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2012-01-25T15:41:00.000-08:00

"lilith"

some people say shes ugly. i tell them they are wrong.

a note on the piece:

still available, the 2nd collage i ever did thought probably the first mixed media. the woman is someone who came to my pen after a long day of admiring pin ups from the 30's. something about her sunken eyes and tight flesh evoked a sense of dangerous excess. i have always admired decadence for some reason, ill try to explain later but right now it escapes me. i hope this blog will organize my thoughts coherently, the greatest thoughts i have to think are those ive long forgotten.

aliens dont know cool

2012-01-25T14:55:00.001-08:00

whats happening?

nothing!

we are beyond what ishappening

2012-01-21T23:38:00.001-08:00

oh god damn to be a man its a fucked up cause to understand

2012-01-21T23:37:00.000-08:00

ive just thought of this now so ill write it, this is what the blog was meant to be. a vessel for the thoughts that come in that strict and steady order. constant and flowing, caught between the moment of right now. maybe there only is the present, and then constant re-evaluation. what i understand myself to be is simply a self-construced mythology. i see my past, and then interpret it in relation to where i am at now. what does this mean to me as i am in this moment. every new thought must be compared to every thought weve ever had, thats why deja vu happens sometimes. just stuff weve imagined or dreamed, being remembered, risen up to the forefront of the conciousness from the bustle and the mixture below. then the future. i will do this, but some day.... reevaluating the expectations you have for what will come, and remember to believe. its even in commercials now.

p.s. i tried to add more of my collages. thats one i did as the background btw, that one is untitled. the one i wanted to post is called lilith, the first wife of adam. it represents that carnal joy that comes from the warmth of the flesh. all i can say now is think, try and integrate these words. be one with me forever.

a matter of taste

2012-01-16T11:38:00.000-08:00

more answers soon to follow
but first, the question that begs